religious scars to lust: a pipeline

"I'm traumatized by how deeply invested I was in God. Now I want to devote myself to the divinity in myself and in other people."

By 'people', he meant women. And by 'divinity', he meant the pleasures of the sacral. It's a backstory he uses to prey on any woman he gains access to.

I felt the distortion when I heard it, but I believed it was innocent enough to be easily course-corrected. I actually understood where he was coming from. Religion has long suppressed this transcendental type of connection.

However, we need to get very clear on the difference between sacred sexuality and spiritualized consumption.

To the man who sought salvation in my body, I'd ask,
Why is my yoni the intermediary between you and God?

Regardless of whether there's consent—is it fair if a person is asked to circumvent another's religious trauma?

I ask because this seems to be a popular storefront in the 'conscious' sex economy.

In place of Love, it hedges on the dopamine high of fed projections.
And it only feels pure because it isn't yet tainted by the reality of mutual humanness.

Sex, love, and pleasure do exist in the experience of another person.

But so does exploitation.

When those get confused, the totality of God gets forced into a human being who was never meant to be an idol.

I find, if you believe in divinity at all, it's vital to know that it exists both within AND higher than us.

This means you can source it directly from the Origin.
And you will either experience—or cause—profound pain if you insist on sucking it from others.